I feel disgusting...

I am having some major TOM issues.. with my infertility problems come all sorts of issues with my crazy monthly cycles but this has got to be the worst in about 5 years. I will spare you the details but it is all I can do to fill the hot water bottle or crawl into a hot tub. I really wish my husband was not away - or that I had a good friend in this little town we have recently moved to. My hormones are going crazy and I am so lethargic and emotional. I dragged myself to work today and tried to put on a smile but it was pretty obvious that I was having a tough time. I am usually very positive and energetic at work no matter how I am really feeling, but I just didn't have the energy to fake it today. Yesterday I had 5 points left at the end of the day even after making so bad food choices, I just didn't have the energy to make myself anything to eat. Today was a bit better, no bad foods but it is 10pm and I have 7 points left and absolutely no appetite. I hope this ends soon so I can get back into the pool and shake myself out of this hormonal funk!!